Just a little thing...

Well, I've been kind of down about life latelly.... It's just hard to be so far away sometimes and specially at the end of the year. I miss my family, my land, my friends and a lot of other things that I just don't seem to have here in the USA.

It REALLY SUCKS sometimes.... but life has to go on right?? I just wonder if coming over here was really the best decision for me and my life... but then I remeber what I heard sometime... You got to regret the things you done and not those you didn't do.

That also makes me think... what if I had gone back?? What if I didn't have decided to stay here? Would things be different? I don't know... and that is what hurts.... I feel like something is missing.... so I better stop thinking too much on it... here is the reason for this posting... a cute little song that I love and I will place right bellow:

Other than that... hope everybody is well in the mother land of Brazil... enjoy the lyrics:

BLURRY by Puddle of Mud

"Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake...
And everybody's empty and everything is so messed up...
Pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl...
You could be my someone... you could be my scene....
You know that I'll protect you... from all of the obscene...
I wonder what you're doing... imagine where you are....
There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far....

Can you take it all away???
Can you take it all away???
Well ya shoved it in my face.... this pain you gave to me...
Can you take it all away???
Can you take it all away???
Well ya shoved it my face...

Everyone is changing...
There's noone left that's real...
To make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel...
Cause I am lost without you... I cannot live at all....
My whole world surrounds you.... I stumble then I crawl...
You could be my someone... you could be my scene...
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean...
I wonder what you're doing... I wonder where you are...
There's oceans in between us but that's not very far!!!

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought...
Nobody told me what to say....
Everyone showed you where to turn... told you when to runaway....
Nobody told you where to hide, nobody told you what to say...
Everyone showed you where to turn....
Showed you when to runaway...

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me...
You take it al....lYou take it all away...
This pain you gave to me....You take it all away!!!
This pain you gave to me.... Take it all away....."